Friday, March 9, 2007

faces of war


i couldn't stop crying after reading the article from Salon.com about Renee and Ty. my heart breaks.

is it always better to live? i don't know what i would do if i could no longer see my beloved's face or kiss those luscious lips. there isn't just commitment; there are also intimacy and passion. part of my self definition includes how i perceive sexual attraction to and from the opposite sex.

she looks off into space, her future, and her fiance's future. she stand at the edge of a knife, either side to untold, imagined hardships. she holds onto the bouquet because it feels like it's in her time with its soft fragrance, textured stem. only if this moment doesn't move forward. she must make a choice and live with it. there is quiet resolution to commit to her decision.

i wish them the best, the determination, stamina, and health. may their love grow and bloom into joy and peace.

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Mr. Gore, Mr. Gore, you are such a whore

after much trying, i finally came up with a new address. note to self, starting anything other than baking in the middle of the night is a bad idea. After neglecting my old blog, forgetting the address, I wanted to start a new blog for venting, clarifying my thoughts regarding currents events and a general potpourri.

i heard about the stats about Al Gore's house this morning on Dave Ross's radio show (I love listening to Dave. The man has common sense coming out of his ears). I read the comments in the Seattle P-I and I wanted to post my own but I needed an account. Screw that!

Also, people who does not lead by example should sod off. I think by preaching conservation, warning the dangers of global warming, and not leading by example hurts the environmental cause. According an article in the Guardian UK,

"The headline figures, released to the group under federal freedom of information rules, were striking. Last year the Gore household consumed 221,000 kilowatt-hours (kWh) of electricity - more than 20 times the national annual average.

His household consumption of energy rose between 2005 and 2006, the bills showed, from 16,200 kWh a month to 18,400 kWh last year. In addition, he spent on average $1,080 (£550) a month on natural gas. Combined, his electricity and gas bills reached almost $30,000.

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By yesterday morning Mr Gore's team was pulled into the controversy. Kalee Kreider, his environmental adviser, told the Guardian that "you can attack the messenger but the message remains the same". She said Mr Gore's fuel bills failed to tell the whole picture. All the energy used for the Nashville home came from a green power provider to the Tennessee Valley that draws its energy from solar, wind-powered and methane gas supplies, among other sources."

At the heart of environmental protection is conservation. By creating a market for carbon is great because to mediate pollution problems take multiple approaches. However, I fear that allows people who can afford it use that to make them feel good. Global warming is a key issue but not the only one.

Currently, United States consumes greater proportion of total energy and natural resources than all other countries. We use huge amounts of petroleum based energy to grow our crops, then feeding them to livestock. We also have habits of throwing away our food and not decomposing it for fertilizers. The energy transfers are not efficient by any means. Don't get me wrong; I love meat. I would cry if I believed that meat would suddenly disappear one day. We should eat a balanced meal (Now I sound like the Dept of Health). The inefficient energy use probably contribute partly to food inequalities between developed and developing countries.

I challenge everyone to estimate their ecological footprint. Last year, I used www.myfootprint.org and my footprint is about 1.9 earths (which means that if everyone existing at that point used as much resources as I did, we would need 1.9 earths). I don't drive. I take buses. I recycle. I minimize my water usage. I don't fly (flying uses high grade petro = much larger footprint).

So what if Mr. Gore uses alternative energy like natural gas, wind, and solar? He still takes up disproportionate amount of other resources. I would not vote for Gore unless he can show that $30, 000 gas and electricity was used efficiently.

I don't care about celebrities but I like to point out that Di Caprio is one of the few celebrities that fly commercial like everyone else. Others may drive hybrids to make themselves look good but flying your own jet is really unnecessary.

ha..

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Battlestar galactica

I just watched episode 14 and I'm disappointed. The beauty of a TV series is that the story doesn't have to end when the episode ends. The beginning of series three was good because there were complexity and subtleties. While the earlier season three episodes coax the audience to reach the "right" resolution, the last two feel like I've been bludgeoned in the head. It seems that the script isn't as interesting and the dialogue doesn't make me want to savor its contents, form, and delivery. I waited two weeks for this?!

Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Personality secrets in my music?

Interesting article from Psychological Science about a study on the role of music preferences in interpersonal perception.

Slashdot --> post about the study --> a Psychology Blog --> Blackwell Synergy Publishing --> frustrated about copy right articles (that's another topic)

The Psychology Blog summarizes the article as follows:

Psychologists have talked about the importance of body language, physical appearance and clothing but they've not been so keen on what we actually talk about.A recent study put participants in same-sex and opposite-sex pairings and told them to get to know each other over 6 weeks (Rentfrow & Gosling, 2006). Analysing the results, they found the most popular topic of conversation was music...The number of people who talked about music was surprisingly high. In the first week on average 58% of the pairs discussed music compared to 37% of all the other categories of conversation combined. Other categories included books, movies, TV, football and clothes.

My first question is about the demographic. A problem that social science studies faces are internal and external validities. A study can have great experimental control but poor extrapolation to the outside world. Anyway, the results sound reasonable. I remember rating and reading a chat log between two undergraduates, one female and one male who have never meet each other. Actually, I am not entirely clear on the topics. The topic of "what's your year in school and your major" stands on in my mind. I'll go back and read up on it.
More thoughts after I read the article. I will be sad when I lose access to the school library.

Monday, February 5, 2007

Superbowl commercials 2007

I browsed through the commercials and none of them are truly memorable.

Instead, I watched Venture Brothers on YouTube (Season 2, Episode 8).

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To a new beginning

I couldn't remember the old username or password. I suppose it's time to start a new one anyway because the old one was too political and not enough analysis on my end. Also, this may be a solution to keep me awake during class.

"For a true writer each book should be a new beginning where he tries again for something that is beyond attainment. He should always try for something that has never been done or that others have tried and failed. Then sometimes, with great luck, he will succeed." - Ernest Hemingway, in his Nobel Prize acceptance speech

Funny, that rather matches the spirit of the blog title.